Tomorrow Was a Heaven

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TOMORROW WAS A HEAVEN

wishing is a child's hell

waking up on bedroom floor, could have been two minutes, could have been days
days do turn to weeks, and crippled years do limp by in some stubborn lust for depression
for every star I've grown to admit I cannot reach within the extent of my capacity
truly for an end to whoever I've desired to be

beautiful savor of regret

a default world I never sought out
a world I was terrified to define
the intimate clutch of a darkened heart
immolated by the kamikaze dream of love
dream of love...
crying violently against an abyss of insincerity
trapped in a vast web of defanged words
the absolute absence of absolute
ironic amidst a labyrinth of dogma
insecurities of a wretched world

where I notice alcohol is...
our god of control, our god of sorrow
trapped in the callous palm (blinding vices)
= god of control / god of sorrow

a default world I never sought out
a world I was terrified to define
the intimate clutch of a darkened heart
immolated by the kamikaze dream of love
see me dying violently in this mass grave of insincerity
dead in the center of that web of defanged words
the absolute absence of absolute
ultimately is it the one true unflinching law
and I pretend I haven't noticed and like I live for her world...

tomorrow was a childhood bliss for me
an endless shimmering ocean of what I was meant to be
tomorrow was a heaven, tomorrow was a heaven
great prophesied release from the tribulations I know today...
where society is a cloak of thorns
where lovers become the wounds that will not heal
a forced sacrifice
now sustained by the carnal succulence of hurt
mind's eye glimpse of serene and all engulfing introversion - that was me
and the awful eclipsing mania as I'm pulling myself from it again
why did I wake up again - NO

miserable blur of a life
beautiful savor of regret
miserable blur of a life
entropy of a lying world

...I undress and expect your scent on my own skin
burning want, die to death in so much pain...

credits

from Oblivion LP, released September 19, 2013
written/recorded 2012-2013 in Cincylvania
for Dark Ceremony DIY goth sub-label of
Realicide Youth Records (CIDE#77)
Robert Inhuman: vox, keyz, all wordz, artwerk
Jeromeo (Jerry Westerkamp): bass, backing vox
Dark Ness (Dustin Bingaman): guitar
Duke Paranormal (Luke Stegall): drumz
additional backing vox by Ving Creature
produced DIY by the above Nosferadudes
mastered by Mavis Concave

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Dreams In Hell Cincinnati, Ohio

Cincylvanian DIY goth punx, damned to a trifling mortal coil since 2012, featuring Robert Inhuman (of Realicide, Decide Today), Jeromeo (of Vacation, Tweens), Dark Ness (of White Walls, Abduction), Duke Paranormal (of Siblings, Googly Eyes) CONTACT chiroptophilia@gmail.com ... more

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